Kenapa aku bodoh eh dulu? Bila aku baca balik entry dulu-2 tetibe rasa sakit hati. Padahal dulu aku ada peluang nak ubah hidup aku. Tapi aku jek yg tak reti nak guna peluang tu sebaiknya. Now i feel scared again 😓 Based on my reading, baru aku tau yg aku ni yg tergilakan dia smpai berjuta kali dia buat salah pon aku still maafkan dia. *dibutakan cinta* Bodohnya aku 😭 Sampai tak reti bezakan mana yg terbaik untuk aku. Kau ni mmg tak tetap pendirian kan najihaaa.

The same thing happen a year ago. I promise to my self and Allah that I will leave him after everything done. But I'm not doing that. I'm still with him until now. Very stupid right? I don't know why. But I think he's change. He treat me well. He's good listener. *maybe sbb nak bodek je kot* HAHA. Masa makan kat Seoul tu I want to borrow his phone, but he hesitated to give it to me, so I guess there is something in that phone. But I ignored it. Kenapa aku tak check eh? You are still stupid like before.

Nevermind, kalau Allah nak tunjuk, dia tunjuk jugak nanti. Cepat atau lambat je. Tetibe rasa sedih. HAHA! Now I just want to follow the flow. Kalau ada jodoh, ada lah. Kalau takde tu nak buat mcm mana. Maybe ada orang yg lebih baik dapat terima aku. 😊


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